National Public Radio’s Terry Gross recently interviewed Theresa Brown, the author of The Shift, a book that follows four cancer patients during a 12-hour shift in a hospital ward.
Here are some excerpts from the recent interview. To hear more, visit http://n.pr/1FxgMP4
Palliative care nurse Theresa Brown is healthy, and so are her loved ones, and yet, she feels keenly connected to death. “I have a deep awareness after working in oncology that fortunes can change on a dime,” she tells Terry Gross. “Enjoy the good when you have it, because that really is a blessing.”
Brown is the author of The Shift, which follows four patients during the course of a 12-hour shift in a hospital cancer ward. A former oncology nurse, Brown now provides patients with in-home, end-of-life care.
Talking — and listening — are both important parts of her job as a palliative care nurse. This is especially true on the night shift. “Night and waking up in the night can bring a clarity,” she says. “It can be a clarity of being able to face your fears, it can be a clarity of being overwhelmed by your fears, and either way, I feel like it’s really a privilege to be there for people.”
Sometimes Brown finds herself bridging the gap between between patients who know they are dying and family members who are still expecting a cure. “There can be a lot of secrets kept and silences. … One thing that palliative care can be really good at is trying to sit with families and have those conversations,” she says.
While some might see her job as depressing, Brown says that being with people who are dying is a profound experience. “When you’re with people who die … and being in their homes and seeing their families, it’s incredible the love that people evoke. And it makes me realize this is why we’re here; this is what we do; this is what we give to each other.”
On leaving the hospital setting for palliative care
I love the hospital. I never thought I would leave the hospital, but I left to see patients outside the hospital because in the hospital I feel like we never see people at their best. They feel lousy. We wake them up at night. We give them no privacy. We give them, really, almost no dignity. We tell them what they’re going to do when, what they’re going to eat when, what pill they’re going to take when and no one likes living like that. … So I wanted to see people in their homes because I thought there’s got to be a way we could make the hospital better. Seeing what it’s like for patients in their homes I thought would show me that. And I would say overwhelmingly what I’ve seen is control: People have so much more control when they’re in their homes and it should not be that hard to give them back a little bit more control in the hospital.
On traveling to patient’s homes
When I started, I thought, “I can’t believe I’m doing this, I can’t believe I just drive up to these houses and go inside them.” I live in Pittsburgh, but it can get very rural feeling actually pretty quickly, and I remember … going to